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LIVE STRONG
!Monday, October 25, 2004

so alot of people are wearing these LIVE STRONG bands to support the Lance Armstrong Foundation (for people with cancer) . i am one of those people that wears one also . the other day I was reading why some people wear there bands, be it they know someone who has/had cancer or other personal reasons . so that made me think . the main reason I got one was to support those with cancer . but lately it's given me a different reason . the past couple of weeks have been really trying on me and there have been points where I was losing hope and wanted to give up . i didn't know who/where to turn to, I just kept everything to myself . and there came a moment when I couldn't hold it in anymore and just let it all out . i cried it all out . but throughout that whole time, whenever I looked at my wrist and saw the band, it made me keep going . it made me think that there are people out there that are in harder situations that I'm in . that if they can get through their problems and situations, I can certainly get through my problems . also God wouldn't give me these situations if he knew that I couldn't get through it . for those that don't have a LIVE STRONG band, I suggest you get one because it can make you think and for those that have one why do you wear your band?

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- 9:27 PM

in a state of confusion ...
!Sunday, October 17, 2004

the past of couple of days has been really trying on me . i've had to control my feelings between my heart and mind and make sure my heart doesn't take control . i know this problem will pass and all we need is time . that in due time things will be more clear . that god will lead us through these times . but sometimes i just miss certain things, but I have to remind myself not to get so caught up in my emotions . it's affecting me and i don't even think the other party knows . its hard for me to see them like that and i can't even do anything about it cause they're not coming to me . i'm still here for them, but i feel so helpless and i think it's starting to get to me ...

By Your guiding love
All through my life
Lead me Lord
Lead me Lord Even though at times
I'd rather go alone my way
Help me take the right direction
Take Your road Lead me Lord
And never leave my side

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- 11:05 AM

dedication...
!Wednesday, October 13, 2004

I had a feeling

That your holding my heart

And i know that it is true

You wouldn't let it be broken apart'

coz it's much to dear to you

Forever we'll be together

No one can break us apart

For our love will truly be

A wonderful smile in your heart

When the night comes

And i'm keeping your heart

How i feel so much more secure

You wouldn't let me close my eyes

So i can see you through and through

You're a sweet tender lover

We are so much in love

I'm not afraid when you're far away

Just give me a smile in your heart...

You brighten my day

Showin' me my direction

You're comin' to me

And givin' me inspiration

How can i ask for more

From you my dear

Maybe just a smile in your heart

I'm always dreamin'

Of being in love

But now i know that this is true

Since you came into my life

It's true love that i had found

I pray that you wouldn't leave me

Whatever may come along

But if you do i won't feel so bad

Just give me a smile in your heart...

You brighten my day

Showin' me my direction

You're comin' to me

And givin' me inspiration

How can i ask for more

From you my dear

Maybe just a smile in your

You brighten my day

Showin' me my direction

You're comin' to me

And givin' me inspiration

How can i ask for more

From you my dear

Maybe just a smile in your heart

Give me a smile in your heart

dance with me ;
- 2:10 PM

recap of NOTC...
!Friday, October 01, 2004

sorry medyo late na ang post ko of this nalimutan ko kc..so here goes:

nag-drive kmi ng pinsan ko to punta to Subic, the restaurant where the champions are going to have theri meet & greet. ay nako naligaw pa kmi kc hindi ko alam kung bkit..hehe..so nandun kmi we were the 1st there. our table was in the front right in front of the champions table :) so we just talked to another girl that was at our table, then we ate. the champions were about 1/2 hour late, but its filpino time..hehe

then it was announced that they were all there so medyo kagulo na . 1st to come in was rachelle, then christian, mark and sarah . wow ganda & gwapo nila kahit pagod & puyat sila. so nag-hello cla to everyone and ang dami nag-pppicture with them pro sbi ng owner that mamaya na picture taking kc they stil have to eat. so they were being served the food and the 2 girls went to use the restroom. tapos sbi ni mark to someone that hintayin nya un girls kc sabay sabay sla kakain..sweet naman nya :) hehe...so balik n sla and kain n pero pray muna cna rachelle, sarah, and mark, hindi ko kc c christian pro maybe nag-pray din sya. while they were eating dami tao nag-picture s kanila. kakatawa nga c mark he was even making faces while eating..hehe

so after they ate they called each table 1 by 1 to take pictures with the champions. kainis nga kc may time limit. so it was finally our turn and I gave my camera to a man there to take our pics. i went and sat next to mark. and grabeh!!! and bango nya..and he put is hand around my shoulder...kilig naman me..hehe..he signed my CD as well...gwapo nya pla s personal...then we went behind all 4 of them and took a picture...I also gave rachelle ann & sarah my gifts and had rachelle sign my CD :) un lang kc they called the next table up already.

but when we sat down again rachelle looked at me and mouthed "thank you 4 da gift"...wow sobra naman me smile and kilig..hehe...and when it was almost over I asked if i could get a solo picture with her...pro taray ng owner and she was kicking everyone out...pro I snuck behind rachelle and got a picture..hehe :)...I said thank you tapos un lang.

the concert:
WOW...sobrang galing nila mag perform..their voices are just amazing...i enjoyed all their performances. christian was the 1st and sang "The Way You Look At me"..galing talaga!!!!...rachelle ann got a well deserved standing ovation for all her pieces and she's sooo pretty in all her outfits...mark did a wonderful rendition of gary v's songs...i almost wanted to cry, but held it in...and of course Sarah just shocked me..she has a good sense of humor and knows how to talk to the crowd...all her medleys were right on key and she just has a wonderful voice...the funniest part was seeing Christian dance to Jumbo Hotdog...hehehhee :)

so un lang story ko..sorry it was kind of long..alot more happened but i'm too lazy to write..ehe

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- 10:29 AM