time to be down...
!Monday, November 13, 2006
the past couple of weeks have been really hard for me. i've been thinking alot about my future and what will happen. i have so many questions and am afraid to face what's in store for me. there's so many what ifs that are running through my head. i'm losing the confidence and drive that I had before. maybe i'm jealous of my peers and where they are in their lives right now...the achievements they have accomplished. there's just so many things running through my head and i don't know how to deal with everything...
...sometimes I just want to give up and leave everything behind
dance with me ;
- 10:27 PM